Psalm 34:5 Those who look to him for help will be radiant with joy; no shadow of shame will darken their faces.
She was sad. It was hard for her to get out all the details, as she sat across from me. Knowing that I‘d been there, seemed to ease her nervousness. Yet, most of the time she avoided eye contact, but when she would look into my eyes, they were crying for help.
Abortion has that affect on those who’ve made the “choice.” At first, we find relief when the machine is finally turned off. Those working in the clinic tell us, we can get back to life as we knew it. But when morning comes, for many of us, life stands still. We want to move forward, yet taking the first step seems impossible.We try to figure out how to make up for what we've done. We shout in the darkness of the night...“If only I could go back, I’d change it all.”
So, when I meet with someone whose pain is consuming them, my heart cries out to the Lord “Please Father, let them feel your arms embracing them right now. Let them hear of the hope that You have waiting for them.”
After our first meeting, I’m always afraid she won’t come back. I know who’s waiting for her as she leaves the center, it’s the enemy. The one who lead her to the clinic in the first place. But I also know the One who is far greater then Satan. I’ve seen it time and time again, as the Lord takes that heart of stone and places it in His hands to soften the pain. I’ve watched Him turn tears of shame into tears of joy because of His redeeming love and I'm about to see it happen again.
It not easy facing your abortion, but once you do, your abortion becomes the face of your child and that’s when the healing takes place.
