I would like to thank all of you for coming back over the last several months to read my story (God’s Story)…My Secret Sin. I didn’t share my story to shock anyone but my intention was to show God’s grace, and how we can trust in His Word.

There are still days I visit my past, not so I will walk around with my eyes looking at the ground full of shame…oh no! But just like Joseph, I’m reminded how God took this awful experience, and is now using it for His glory. What Satan meant for evil, God is using it for good; I give God all the glory!

Since I’ve begun telling my story, whether it be at the hairdresser’s or at a speaking event, God has saturated me with His love, and has given me the courage to speak about this difficult subject. My heart goes out to women who at one time in their lives felt abortion was the only answer. I know what it’s like to hide a secret, in fear of judgment. I could hear the voice of the enemy, whispering to me that no one would care to read about my secret, and that I would be hurting my daughter by sharing my thoughts of hatred towards her, which I once had. I want to assure you that before I even started to share; I had a heart to heart talk with her and she gave me her blessing.

Talking about him isn’t easy, but it is healing. We’ve even planted a Japanese Cherry tree in our flower garden, and placed a statute of a little boy reading a book while seating on a bench in memory of Christian Daniel.

 You may not have had an abortion, but I’m sure something has touched your life to the point of drawing you closer to God or maybe it's kept you at a distance. It may not be the time for you to share your secret but when it is…God will let you know.